The mooooood to blog ;D

*coughing*
So dusty . Hha .
I miss my reader so mucccccch . Boring right everyday go to my blog and see the same stuff over and
over again . Hha . I apologize for that .

Im home from a tiring working day . && im working at WENDYS . Hha . Pandaaaai2 lahhh caryyk (:
Sunday will be my officially 1week of work . 3 more weeks and the money will be coming in . I cant wait (:

Actually my motive of blogging is to tell you a journey about my relationship withh Nur Ardiilah Binte Ramli .

It goes like this ....

This PICTURE is our first ever pic . We took it even before we got together . 02October2009 ; 5:38PM . This was our first time meeting each other . The first time she cried infront of a guy & the guy was me .

I was by her side comforting her . She cried because of a matter . Its very sad to see a girl you love cry infront of your very on eyes . This was her first time meeting a guy without her make up on . The day we STARTED to be in love .
The story still goes on ..

This was the day ; 0410 , the day we got together and the day that she just met me for only 30 minutes . Eventhough it was just 30 minutes , she is still willing to come . Isnt it sweeeet ? . Haihs . Our first pic with her make up on . Cuteeeeee right ?. The sweeetest thing she has done for me (:

This is our first outing as a couple . The day we tooooook so many pictures . We got another pic which is sweet for me . This pic seems nice . 28Nov2010 was the date . We went to arab streets with my closed clans . We had sheesha on that day . Its was a very memorable day for me . We fought on this day about some minor stuff & the both of us went separate ways . She went home and i went to bugis junction . Very sad indeed . I ran back to tell her not to go home . Bt it was too late . She was already on her way back . I seek forgiveness to her and i was forgived :)

As for this , IDK where i put this pic .

She accompanied me to KK Hospital as i was

having a problem with one of this family . We wanted to go out

but this was important for me . After the stuff was settled ,

we went out . I only have a picture of me that she took on

that day . Forget it .. 

After a few days , we broked up because of something .

My parents told me to stop contacting her . It was difficult .

But , i cant go against my parent's words . I had to let her go .

It wasnt a small matter actually .

So , she understood that problem and we both got seperated .

I told her to find another guy to replace me .

But , she is not willing to do that .

She told me this , "whatever it is , you are my number one Boyfriend"

Tears started to roll down my cheeks and i told her this , " You will always be my NUMBER ONE"

Haihs . As days goes by , we didnt contacted . We both did our own stuff till one day .

I messaged her and asked her out ... She was soooo happy .

I asked her to accompany me as i wanted to interview at Marche ; Vivocity . She agreed .

And this was the pic that we took on that day . Lily followed us . It was like the first meet up . Both of us we very shy . Haha . But we overcomed it and act like we were still together . There was still love in us . It cant fade .. We asked how was life without the presence of each other . Both was leading a miserable life . When we both went back , i asked whether if she want to be together back and she agreed . Both of us got back together and was happy together . We threw all the past nuisance .

This was at Henderson Waves . The sweeeeetest picture that we took together . I loike this picture alot . I , her and lily went there to spend time . Thanks lily for accompanying me here . We was here till night . We wouldnt want to go home actually . Hha .    After all this , we broked up again . Just because of an misunderstanding . Its just faith actually . I cried because i was losing her for the second time . Never did i cried so badly . I know its hard for her to come back to me back . No one would like what they just spitted right ?. Haihs .

We lost contact of each other . We both found a replacement . Im always happy when she is . She was happy with DannyTecky . Thanks for taking good care of her . They were so happy , just like when im with her . We were already 5 months together . I actually got jealous looking at her pictures with him . But i know i got to abate(reda) all of this and let her be happy . After she and DannyTecky went separate ways , she got together with a close friend of mine , DannyIchiroo . There were also happy together . I got soo jealous but still need to abate all that just for her . I did all this just the sake of her . They were together for sometime till something HUGE happen . Danny did something wrong . Not gonna elaborate it here . I comforted her because only me that understands her . I told her to just be patience about this .

We went to study at my void deck . JUST STUDY(:

We talked about those stuff that happened between her and danny . Danny is my close friend

and i dont want to backstabbed him . I told her to talk things out . She doesnt want .

She decided that the best way to solve this is to break with Danny .

Hais . This was the pic . AND this was our last picture together . I love her hair . So cool . This picture looks very sweet . She was so active on that day . We took stupid video . Hha ((: I tought her stuff on that day since she was having her FYE and i was having my N . We met after so long of not mitting . When she saw me , she hugged me tightly . I was shocked + happy . IMISSHERSOMUCH (:     We broked up after this AGAIN . And that was the last time that she patched up with me . VeryVery sad for me . Jealousy was building up again after i saw a picture she tooked with a guy she really LOVE . I talked to her . I wanted to be with her . I regretted all my acts that i did towards her . Idk what else to do . She told me . " ME + HIM = FOREVER " . I cried after reading that . There was NO hope for us . She told me not to wait for her . I want her to forgive me and throw all those bad memories but she cant . She was already in love with that guy .

Deelah , ill pray for both of you . Youu are still my NUMBER ONE . Im sorry for all those bad stuff ive did to you . You just cant go away . I hate myself because of this . I know you cant love me back . Both of you are so sweet . Always be happy . Dont fight like how we do in the past . Im counting on him to take very good care of yourself . My tears doesnt mean anything to you anymore . TO BE FRANK , IM FCUKING JEALOUS . Its for you actually . Before i go , kakaii nakk ucapkn happy first moth untuk korang . Kakaii takkan ganggu deelah lagy . Kakaii harap deelah gembira di samping dier . Dier lahh yg terbaik untuk deelah . Mcm deelah katerkn , deaa treat deelah way better than kakaii . Selamat tinggal yer deelah ; number one ex .

As for you readers , dont ever take relationship as a light matter . Love them as much as you can , the longer you are together , the happier you will be . Love grow as time goes by . Take care , Good night .

Yours OLDSCHOOLJERK ;

KakaiiELMO .